[Dazai understands revenge intimately - he's the one who threatened to stab Kawabata for not choosing his work for a literary prize. He's prone to overreacting.]
I didn't feel any better, and it didn't make Evan any less dead, and I'd been told about twenty times that you didn't want to be in this position in the first place. I'm still not happy about picking Evan [and he never will be], but... it didn't accomplish anything except upsetting a lot of people.
[Some of them Dazai cares about more than Varian, but... this is still an apology for Varian.]
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[Dazai understands revenge intimately - he's the one who threatened to stab Kawabata for not choosing his work for a literary prize. He's prone to overreacting.]
I didn't feel any better, and it didn't make Evan any less dead, and I'd been told about twenty times that you didn't want to be in this position in the first place. I'm still not happy about picking Evan [and he never will be], but... it didn't accomplish anything except upsetting a lot of people.
[Some of them Dazai cares about more than Varian, but... this is still an apology for Varian.]
It was stupid and I'm sorry.