Varian (
alchemenace) wrote2018-07-21 12:12 am
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week 6, friday w/ cardia
[ here we are, mourning our skeleton father in front of his glass case. which is to say once cardia decides to leave the foyer, varian's actually waiting for her. or maybe he's just angsting near the doorway, it's hard to tell with his hands full of raccoon. though he does speak to her when he sees her-- ]
Hey. Cardia. ... Are you okay?
[ he doesn't know her well, but he knows she was close with fane, too. ]
Hey. Cardia. ... Are you okay?
[ he doesn't know her well, but he knows she was close with fane, too. ]

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Fane... was one of the first ones to make me feel like I had a family. And if anyone does anything to my family...
I'll absolutely do everything I can to make sure they don't get away with it.
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Yeah. Yeah, I'm-- I'm the same way.
[ he can't figure out how to express to her exactly how much that hits a chord, so instead: ]
Cardia, that letter from earlier this week, from "a friend"? That was from me.
[ yes he is aware he then shared the historian one but listen. ]
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That--
[ A slow blink, before. ]
Then... thank you. I think a lot of people needed to at least know that much.
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I don't have a role either, but...
I'm doing what I can. For everyone.
ilu
NO YOU DON'T
<3
[ he doesn't want to die? that's what makes sunday funny ]
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[ SHUT UP ZIA ]
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Yeah. I, I know. I want to do right by him.
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[ Well. She can remember Fane getting indignant over just Hikage being Hikage and making her feel uncomfortable about not being human. ]
Thank you. I'll also do my best.
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[ it's something varian tells himself, at least. anyway: ]
... Sorry we haven't really talked more before this, by the way.
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Ah-- no, it's all right, I should have spoken with you sooner too. I still wasn't sure if people would be uncomfortable around me-- but there's really no excuse.
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[ is varian not nosy enough about cardia or is it that he genuinely doesn't understand: a mystery ]
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That may not be the case here, but I can't guarantee the poison won't come back, either.
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Heh, I'm not too worried about touching if that happens? [ he raises his gloved hands, but also-- ] Is that naturally occurring with your body?
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... But it's a product of the gem in my chest-- which is also keeping me alive.
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[ hmmmm... ]
So technically, all you'd need to do is find a way to modify the gem to nullify the poison production while it keeps the properties that are keeping you alive. It's not poisoning you, right?
[ he says it like it's simple. ]
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[ ... he says it like it's simple??? ]
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[ im sorry varian is like this and is now reacting to cardia's life problems like they're easily solvable with his stupid magic science ]
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[ sorry for mentioning your dead friend!! ]
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Yeah, it doesn't ... sound great. Especially if everyone's calling you a monster because of it? [ which doesn't surprise him, people are... people, but it's still. terrible. ] But I don't think it's reason to be scared of you. Logically speaking, the obvious solution is to make it so you're not poisonous instead? It's not like you want to be.
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[ she gestures, a little ruefully. ]
When you can make things rot just by touching them, it... well, no one really wants to ask questions. They just want to protect themselves.
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[ he clears his throat a bit, shaking his head ]
But I'm, I'm serious. I don't think your situation's impossible to work out.
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[ and then he didn't because he died ]