Varian (
alchemenace) wrote2018-06-20 06:19 pm
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week 2; tuesday w/ steph (post-ion)
[ so anyway after this drama and. all the other. drama. here steph and varian are, ready to talk about what happened
which is to say varian and steph are just both sitting down somewhere because walking is hard when you a) have a crushed leg or b) were stabbed multiple times today or c) both. steph. ]
Stephanie, I... I'm sorry.
[ he's got nothing else to say right now. he's just. sorry. ]
which is to say varian and steph are just both sitting down somewhere because walking is hard when you a) have a crushed leg or b) were stabbed multiple times today or c) both. steph. ]
Stephanie, I... I'm sorry.
[ he's got nothing else to say right now. he's just. sorry. ]

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there's no point in pretending it's not that bad with varian though. he was there. they're both dying. ]
No, it's... if it wasn't us, it would have been someone else.
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[ he didn't want to admit it, but between the pain and the... everything else, it's hard to ignore the facts. This whole thing was Varian's... ]
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[ they both still ended up... she closes her eyes, rubbing at her temple. steph should have been able to get them out of there. they shouldn't have just followed the feathers like that. ]
I should have done more to convince you not to go.
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[ if Varian knows one thing about himself is that stopping while he's ahead is not part of his vocabulary ]
I was so sure there would be something in there, and now you, and, and Ion... No wonder no one trusts me to do anything.
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well. she did, actually. a lot of people told her not to do anything dangerous. ]
Everyone makes mistakes. You did, but so did I. We just have to try to make up for it.
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Yeah... I guess you're right. But. How?
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[ she rubs at her eyes. it's mostly to double check that she isn't crying, because seriously this shit hurts. ]
We show everyone that we're not liabilities. Keep helping out in trials like you already do.
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I don't... I don't think you could ever be a liability. You're a good person, Steph. [ he sighs and tries to rub at his face with his other hand and-- hm. oh. hm. ] I'm sorry I dragged you into this.
[ it bears repeating. also he's just going to. stare at his own arm. problematic ]
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[ she knows that a few people would think that she should have only been concerned for herself and not varian while they were in there. you should only be concerned about yourself and your partner.
which is bullshit. ]
I don't regret going with you. I just regret letting you get hurt.
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[ which. uh. ]
What was that, anyway?
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[ whatever it was, it gave her trauma. ]
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[ he's tired and he's hurting and he can't imagine steph feels much better. though speaking of feeling: ]
How's your leg?
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[ she looks down at it. we have decided that they managed to do a makeshift splint job that should probably be redone later, so i am going to mention it here so it is official game canon. ]
I don't think this is going to heal any time soon.
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[ please give us a clinic. ]
Not that it'd make the healing go any faster, actually, your leg was... pretty... awful looking, but it might help to have. Real bandages. Or real anything.
[ this is helping, right? ]
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Yeah, I... well. [ she stares at it before looking back at varian. ] I'll figure something out.
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[ if. ]
Though... Um. Promise not to tell Ion? Or. Or anyone.
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[ people were already claiming that the ions could switch places and commit murder that way before cute ion started going on his healing vendetta. ]
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[ nailed it. but. ]
I mean don't tell anyone because I ... can't move my wrists and fingers.
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[ she is very aware at this point. ]
... but okay. I know you wouldn't want to worry them, so come to me if you need anything?
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[ this is inaccurate. ]
Hey, hey, between the two of us, we almost have enough limbs to function!
[ he's trying so hard ]
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... okay so if you need anything come to me.
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...yeah, alright.
[ he doesn't wanna bother her he feels.... bad ]
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[ she smiles. ]
Sometimes you have to depend on other people, whether you want to or not.
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No, I, I know. I just... like knowing I can do things on my own.
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[ steph may have done some things wrong. ]
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Heh. We... are two peas in a really injured pod, aren't we?
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[ a badly injured team. ]
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[ jokes to get over their future horrible nightmares ]
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[ it's how they cope ]
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A "no" sign over a blood bag? To prove we don't need any healing.
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With crossbones under it?
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Perfect. Good plan. We'll look like bizarre pirates, and you've already got the wooden leg. [ he gestures to his curled up fist that he cannot fuCKING MOVE ] And this is hook-like, right?
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[ she shrugs. ]
Oh well. That might be trying too hard.
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[ at least he's happy even though he has no idea how either of them will get up. ]
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True. I have pretty high standards.
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Thanks. [ wait ] I mean, uh, me too. Obviously.
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Obviously.
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[ who can't move ]
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does he know what that is ]
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fist bump!! ]
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I have no idea how either of us are going to get up.
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It's pretty comfortable down here.
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[ it's not a lie? he's tsun. ]
And I'll show up eventually. Just... not as soon as I normally would?
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Yeah, yeah. Okay. Resting for a couple of hours does sound good.
[ let them die in peace]